its the monday off again.
juz hung up w my bf. poor him, he had a bz day today.
i just realised tt so fast, its already mid yr. so many things happened this yr.
my bf and i, we went for our first holiday this yr, then the second and the third.
not really holiday, just getaway.
alright, the first was to genting. gamble, eat, play, drink, sleep...
drink - bf is not a big fan of alcohol, unnlike mi. haha. nevertheless, he can really drink. at least better than most guys. and luckily for mi, when my bf is high, he dont shout or scream or do crazy things. he will only fall asleep in 5 seconds. haha. v cute. coz before i got the towel to wash up, he's already snoring. i think its cute la, coz my bf mah. but for mi, when i'm tipsy, i will juz be happy. i wont do anything tt mean also.
the second was to pulau ubin. out of the island, its considered getaway also mah :D
go thr see mangrove, fly kite, eat seafood, cycle - i like; can burn fats.
ok. the 3rd one was my fav, the totally unplanned trip to pulai springs @ msia. bf drove in. quite fun, eat, sleep, sing, swim, golf, lum nua... i dunno y, but i like long rides in the car. i know it do sounds silly. but i like to look at what other drivers do on the road, look at the other cars. look at the greenery... bf is usually quiet when he drives. but sometimes we will laugh at the things other drivers do. like picking their nose when there's traffic jam. i read from somewhere. at least 70% of men shockingly dig their nose in their cars. its like wth. so dirty. but boys oh boys. haha. i would very much wanna say i dont wanna depend on a man. but cant la, feel so nice in bf's car. esp when the windows are wined down and he drives at 140kph, i tell u, the thrill is undescribable. it feels happy.
in the past, i tell myself not to love my boy so much too. but somehow, after spending time together, gotten to know each other better, i felt tt i love him more each day. not being mushy. i love my bf for the things he did for mi. like when i wanna hav desserts at MOF, he will say "wa lao, u dont always like tt lei, wanna eat expensive things". v upsetting. but when he get his pay, he will say "go MOF eat lei, like v nice".
MOF not tt expensive oso. but its v touching. coz everytime he make comments like i v pampered etc, i dont wish to talk abt it anymore. but come to think of it, i oso sibei jialat la. such things i dunno myself, its only from my friends tt i learnt tt i only like to fine dine la, even the most lok kok place i wanna go is food court, sure muz hav air con one.
itz tt time of the mth again. i will yell at anyone who irks mi. even like the slightest thing, i will juz scream. if not, i'll be v emo. but i really appreciate my bf who tried all his means to make mi smile on the journey to his place ytd night. and he did. we had happy food, we watched a movie together, we fell asleep together in bed. i felt so blessed when i see him sleeping like a baby boy beside mi this morning. the blessed feeling is love i guess. i felt it. i know it took abit too long :) more than a yr. but this lovely feeling is different from the love of worrying abt bf being angry la, thinking if he is driving safe on the road, wondering if he had taken his meals, guessing if he's sleeping well...
:D at least i felt tt these few days, i hav some time to go thru deep thoughts, had some good sleep. i felt so recharged. i'm ready to go to work tmr with all my energy.
** i will be so busy with the year end closing, so this lenghty entry is to make up for my absence... haha :)
