sigh. i've upset someone. someone who's so important to mi, who made a difference in my life.
maybe i'm really wrong. i shouldnt let other guys send mi home. come to think abt it, i felt so bad.
i dunno. i really dunno...
maybe we can nv be together. i will never be good enough to be his gf. never. if i really do, i'm not myself anymore.
fcuk it. fcuk it all. night.