am back. itz easter on thurs so we had a little gathering at west coast for supper. we then headed to kent ridge park. jump around, as usual, until everyone got tired then we sat down and talked... talked abt everything. beach holidays, cigars, and... the c string! :)

did some groceries shopping at iMm. took some nice peektures, but get anything for myself...

mmm. very stressed with work. always gotta stay till late.
think my body cant take it anymore. and finally, i fell sick.
i dont like to be sick, coz if i do, like now, i juz feel so lethargic and dont feel like moving at all.

itz been a long time since i went shopping. be it orchard or bugis....
i neeeeed to shoooooooooooooooooooooop, badly...
but not now.... a few days ba, when i'm feeling better.
:) enjoy ur weekends people.

sigh. i've upset someone. someone who's so important to mi, who made a difference in my life.

maybe i'm really wrong. i shouldnt let other guys send mi home. come to think abt it, i felt so bad.

i dunno. i really dunno...

maybe we can nv be together. i will never be good enough to be his gf. never. if i really do, i'm not myself anymore.

fcuk it. fcuk it all. night.

oei... i did this personalty test from my dearest uncle k's blog...

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

i dunno if everyone's result is accurate, but itz so so true. esp abt being independent and all. yae, ttz so mi.

weekend have been pretty fine so far.
but i havent been drinking for quite some time. gf's busy wif work. my workload's getting heavier each day... everyone's busy wif their own life.

not been working out, not been gg to the beach. but bfast almost everyday is already good enough. haha. putting on weight :)

dunno wat to update about also. nothing's happpening been gg on for mi... juz work... but guess i'll be gg away for a small vacation after my exams. which is soon, i guess.

sometimes, it sets mi thinking. wat is happiness??? i hav finally found the answer. itz simplicity.

watz happiness to u guys then??