my new yr resolution for 2007 (see january's entry):
1. earn more $$$
2. put on some weight
3. spend more time at home
4. have lesser fights and quarrels wif dearest
5. spend more time wif friends

1,3,5: achieved.

Mmm. letz talk abt the greatest and the most terrible things that i've been thru this yr...

greatest:
1. graduated from poly
2. got my driving license
3. took up riding lessons
4. was employed the whole yr round
5. partied alot
6. taking courses now
7. had a gr8 xmas
8. watched almost every movie in the box office.
9. learnt some designing skills from aunt. more to learn

the not so great stuff:
1. i broke up wif my bf of approx. 5 yrs
2. i fell down from the bike, leaving 2 scars on those legs i love the most

this yr's been pretty good. i have gotten over wif the breakup. but the scar...
it will be there forever....

2008 new yr resolution...
hmmm tough.

1. complete stage 2 of my studies
2. get promoted to an executive position
3. save some money; do less shopping and partying (tough one)
4. go for a backpack trip
5. get my class 2b license
6. get diving license
7. more time wif my family and frenz
8. more sleep
9. learn to cook (itz so not mi to say this but i WILL conquer it)

mmm. guess ttz abt it. dont intend to get a car by 08 unless i get a promotion.
no bf for the yr 08 unless u can prove to mi ure different. lol
no lar, cannot hav bf. so i will perform better at work.

lala. thatz abt all. gg to bed.
u people go do up a new yr resolution list for mi to see too! keke.
nite.

everytime when someone says "mony is not a problem to mi", it sets mi thinking...
how much more do i hav to work to ever say that? or how much is even enough???

i'm pretty stressed up wif work. happy workin there, but the workload is crazy.
i hav insomnia everynight. i hope that it'll get better soon.

thursday!! 2 more days to weekend. work hard yae.!!

Merry xmas!!!!
i went to snow city wif junior to experience snow.
i didnt quite enjoy it, but she did.
haha. at least something special for xmas.

den had dinner, lots of catching up, and shopping.
collected my payslip, but havent got my pay cheque.

lalala. the yr's coming to an end in less than a week.
itz time to come out wif some new yr resolutions.

going for xmas lunch later on...
u guys enjoy the holiday yae!!
=)

so much catching up to do this xmas.
thurs was wif my dearest sisters. i was damn late for the meetup. did the xmas exchange in town and then to starbucks at civic wif someone special.

fri was rushing something impt until quite late. i had a terriblle headache tt day. but the someone special brought some panadols for mi and looked really worried. :) he made mi smile the first time that whole day.

ytd was coffee at starbucks again. and some shopping at cwp. the someone special is really special. he's the only BOY tht can make mi smile smile smile other than my dearest uncle K. haha

and today.... brunch wif my dearest gf who is still in bed. keke. Mmm. hav been meeting the special someone for consecutively 3 days. will i go out wif him today too? :)

notice i mention BOY?? :) am not being secretive and all. will intro him to u soon. my new close fren. keke.

Zzzzzz. not getting enough sleep everyday!!!
stressed. but today's a dress down day, so somehow itz a lil better.

tmr's a PH again. this yr's coming to an end. xmas shopping?? i hav not done that yet. hav to squeeze out time today or tmr.

tmr's xmas dinner wif sisters. miss them loads.

i think i had a little too much ytd, head was too heavy to get to sleep. i feel like a zombie now.

anyway, enjoy ur day peeps. if u took leave on fri or mon, hav a gr8 weekend!!

i'm back from chalet.
damn high now, havent been sleeping for the past 30 over hrs. haha.

Mmm. now that the vacation is coming to an end, i have sort up the matters that hav been bothering mi for quite some time.

i kept quite most of the time. u asked if i was unhappy.
you asked mi wat i was thinking, i juz smiled.
when i ask u back the same question, u smiled back too, and said it felt nice to be at a quiet place.

i dont understand u at all and i never will.

sometime ago, i went to watch sunrise alone in the beach. i was alone. all alone.
and those who jogged and walked pass mi are lovely couples and families.
at that point of time, i should be feeling lonely. but i wasnt.
i looked at the orangey red sun, then the sea. and i told myself
"i still hav a long long way to go. many many more sunrise to look forward to... move on girl."

well. pack all these memories up and keep it into the storeroom.
gonna do some shopping tmr and start my life afresh = my new job.

i'm soOooooooo excited.

i'll try to post the peeektures i took wif my fat tummy. haha, i wore super low cut shorts.

nite nite peeps. enjoy ur sat.

and ya, i watch warloads ytd night too. it was gr8. andy lau was awesome!

itz getting dusty here... :)
yae, my paper ended. and my lil vacation is coming to an end.
went to town to do some xmas shopping on wed, had dinner wif eugene, PJ, CH and JH ytd, and today....

Mmmm. a night out wif some friends.

well, at least i had a break before starting work all over again.

alright. guess my next entry will be abt my new job.
xmas is coming. wat do u wan for xmas?
:)

Mmmm...
my last paper tmr.
i'm poor, i'm broke.

:(

and i havent been working since i left my job.
itz coming to 3 weeks.

oh man, i'll end this yr poorly wif a fat tummy.
:( sad lar.

nothing much to blog about lately.

3 yrs, 4 mth... and still counting.
thatz how old my blog is.

so much hav happened. from the patch up to the breakup.
from my o levels holidays till i finish poly.
from an immature, insensible schoolgirl to a career- minded woman.

ok, not implying anything. i'm not upset and all. probably juz feeling emotional.

"y do u play wif my hair" i asked
"coz itz soft, it smells nice, and i like u" he said
and i juz smiled.

"y do u look at mi everytime when the traffic light turns red" i always asked.
"because i wanna look at you when i'm not driving" always the same reply from him.

"y do u offer to send mi home when i'm drunk?" i asked
"because i love u" he said.

one day, he asked:
"y did u not tell mi all these until i found out from my friend"
"leave mi alone" i said.
"pls let mi take care of u" he said
"LEAVE MI ALONE" i screamed. and left.

it happened 2 yrs ago.
and i really regretted being so mean.
i could hav put thous words in a better way.
uve found happiness. u'll nv play wif my hair, nv hear mi talk abt going to the beach, grumble about work, nv ask mi to put the pic i took wif u on friendster...

i'll nv ask u to do silly things like watch the sunset, wash ur car, hav bfast, force u drink vodka, play wif newborn kittens in the playground...

i've really realised it all too late. but i'm really glad that we're still best buds.
the flowers are from u. this time, i didnt throw it away. coz itz sunflower, not roses. :)i know u'll be reading, but u always dont tag. anywaay, thanks.

MONDAY
"Familiar things, familiar furniture, everything seems so familiar" i said
"yes, nothing here hav changed" you said.
i kept quiet.
"wat about ur heart??" i asked myself, silently.

2 different person.
one who expects nothing in return and treats u like a princess and u takes him for granted.
the other is the one that u've put in so much effort. but... unsure. no answer. there'll probably nv be an answer.

i've loved before. i really did.

LOVE = joy, happiness, warmth, comfort, assurance + pain, lost, emptiness, disappointment + RESPONSIBILITY.

wat abt u babes and dudes? really love before???
:)
dont be shy. my tagboard is for u to tag u silly people.

my audit paper is 2 days away.
luckily hav finished gg thru, juz gotta do some memorising and i'll be ready.

didnt really do much revision ytd.
went to imm wif my gf to buy Christmas tree.
i'm damn aunty can. bought the decorations from daiso.
the tree's gonna be blue and silver. thought of using gold, but too loud la.
:)

Mmmm. i hav cravings for ice-cream man <3

i'm the ice-cream monsteress, uncle K is the monster. haha.
think he's doing quite well on his 3rd day at the new salon ba.
uncle, ever since u started gg back to work on sat my phone became so quiet.

anyhows, enjoy ur mon peeps. no monday blues for mi these couple of weeks.
:)

the killer paper is 3 days away.
i cant wait for everything to be over.
the new job, christmas, then new yr.
3 public holidays on 3 consecutively weeks.
good; good....

went to watch HERO a few days ago.
Mmm, good show, tho when i was watching i already slowly catch wat's happening.
the director muz be a very clever person. at least he's alot smarter than mi. :)

the yr's coming to an end. 3 more weeks.
more bills to settle... more things to pay for.

anyhow, enjoy ur sunday.