One week down. 4 more to go.
=)
V is having a lil holiday himself today. tho we've been quite used to being alone now, but i still feel that he's very very far away now.
yesterday, i cant get to sleep. i got home quite late, was really lethargic but i didnt go to bed. i juz lay on the sofa and dream.
i thought about our past; the beautiful memories we shared.
our trip to the island last holiday. (= beautiful
going to bed wif the special someone next to u, and waking up to see him still soundly asleep. i will always remember the feeling, coz i will never feel it ever again.
juz when i was typing this post, i heard something terrible from my friend. itz upsetting, itz hurting. i cried. but i told myself that this is gonna be the last time i will cry, the last time i miss lessons, the last time my buddies see mi unhappy, as all these hav to come to an end. after tonight. i'll be happy again.
one should learn to love oneself first before loving someone. lurve urself babes and dudes.
