watz wif having a bf and not having one at all??
i noe i shouldnt be saying this, but to those who're attached;
how much do u trust ur bf??
well, as for mi, i always tell myself that my bf will nv betray mi... tells mi wat he does, loves mi...
but somehow, things arent the same anymore... i didnt caught him betraying mi... but somehow the trust for him is no longer the same anymore...
last night when i took the train home, i saw a couple quarreling... then i asked myself, "is our relationship turning sour as well?" and i made a conclusion: YES IT IS
he will say itz becoz of work...
okay, i understand... but my bf doesnt feel my importance at all...
mi: y u look so tired??
bf: tired la... i woke up at 8 and went to work
mi: but i woke up at 7
bf: but u no need work ma
mi: no, i still gotta go to sch and complete my projects... tired still meet??
bf: sch only mah, but i still took the effort to come meet u right??
itz WRONG WRONG WRONG... and my bf always thinks that i'm not tired...
i dont even hav my own life anymore!!! and he could hav put the last line in a better way...
this isnt the way to treat someone u love...
and yesterday... he called mi like a billion times juz because he could find mi at raoul...
den i got a trashing... wat about mi not being able to get to him until evenings when he's not working?? i didnt grumble even once...
i think all men are lydat... and the worst part is, they've upset u and they dunno wat happened oso...
my bf says that he loves mi everyday... EVERYDAY U KNOW!!!!
but i dont feel a tiny bit at all... is there something wrong wif mi??
I'M REALLY TIRED.....
