at bpos now... my supervisor is coming over to chair the first meeting at 2pm...
hui luan didnt come today... i'm so bored...
vinvin smsed mi juz now, saying that i'm really wierd today... well, he always says that everytime when i intend to ask for a breakup wif him...
sometimes i'm silly, but i dunno... i really dunno...
friends told mi that he's not worth my love, but somehow i feel so attached to him...
until on tuesday when i went to his place even i'm on mc...
after he told mi all those things, i felt so disappointed...
it may be the past i know, but sometimes there are things that i cannot accept...
i really dunno how to continue this relationship wif u anymore... i'm really tired of all d quarrels and disputes i had wif my family... maybe the arguments may be caused by mi, but dont u think that u too should do ur part as my bf??
i need a life... i'm not even nighteen... there are many things that i've yet to do...
like meeting more men?? i dunno.... i dont wanna love a girl again... it's tiring...
