Wednesday, August 31, 2005
ok... my second post for d day...location?? at bpos...meeting luan for lunch at noon...juz had breakfast not long ago...argh... i'm so sick and tired of coming to sch...i need more $$$...oh ya... mi and luan will be going swimming next mon... hope it dont rains...wanna do my templete... tata...
i hav no idea wat everyone is so stressed about... dis last stopover of mine is really stupid... all we hav to do is to update graduates' data- base and check whether they are inderted at d right columns...
how stupid... i come to sch everyday to do all these stupid things.. and play wat stupid ice- breaking games... excuse mi, i paid for d fees to learn... not to play wif u... arse hole...
argh... luan not coming today... she going to her former sch for teachers' day celebration...
anw, there's dis ger at my friend's stopover who digs her nose everyday... she's a retard i think... itz really gross... i dunno that such people exist...
i'm going for breakfast... if u wanna gimme a grade C, lick my toes first u stupid lecturers
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
juz finished the data- base that was assigned to us ytd... itz kinda stupid to do all these data entry things... well anyway, baby wont be meeting mi up today coz he didnt sleep last night in his camp last night... and he gotta go back to d office till six, so he cant send mi home either... went to lot one last night wif my sis... hmmm bought some clothes and her teachers' day present... argh...
well anyway, i'll be going off soon to accompany little calista for an 18 mth injection... hmmm... i juz miz her... life at bpos really sux... i dunno y but d supervisors are really like witches...
oh ya... i went to ARDC to look for jing juz now wif luan and guess wat?? we saw this girl who kept picking her nose in front of us PROUDLY... it's disgusting... i think she's crazy... once i got the 'siao lang keng' number, i'm going to call them up and tell them abt her...
this round's personal selling is going to be fujitsu laptops... i dont think i will do well this round... juz hope that i can get an overall pass for tep and go on to my next semester...
cant wait to go to the beach baby... miz ya...
Monday, August 29, 2005
ok... i'm going back to d womans' clinic for a checkup later... there's a lecture going on, but i'm not going... didnt had lunch today so i went to cheers to get chocolates... hmmm... sian... baby ask mi go chiong dis thurs, but everyone is bz... so i dont think i'm going oso...
Friday, August 26, 2005
at bpos now... my supervisor is coming over to chair the first meeting at 2pm...
hui luan didnt come today... i'm so bored...
vinvin smsed mi juz now, saying that i'm really wierd today... well, he always says that everytime when i intend to ask for a breakup wif him...
sometimes i'm silly, but i dunno... i really dunno...
friends told mi that he's not worth my love, but somehow i feel so attached to him...
until on tuesday when i went to his place even i'm on mc...
after he told mi all those things, i felt so disappointed...
it may be the past i know, but sometimes there are things that i cannot accept...
i really dunno how to continue this relationship wif u anymore... i'm really tired of all d quarrels and disputes i had wif my family... maybe the arguments may be caused by mi, but dont u think that u too should do ur part as my bf??
i need a life... i'm not even nighteen... there are many things that i've yet to do...
like meeting more men?? i dunno.... i dont wanna love a girl again... it's tiring...
Thursday, August 25, 2005
argh... in bpos now... really bored... itz d second day here and i've yet to see my supervisor... how shity... chatting wif jiangfei now...
ok... how do u guys think abt one night stands?? well... i dunno... people always thinks that i'm a very open minded person, but i still cant accept one night stands...
i noe itz stupid, but i really cant accept it when he told mi that he used to sleep wif gers he dunno... all these are d past i noe, but itz really dirty dont u think so??
argh... d thought of it makes mi sick...
hmmmm.....
cya peeps/..
Monday, August 15, 2005
alright man... i didnt sleep at all last night...
i went to bed at 2am in d morning and my mom shook mi up at three...
she's crazy... she followed mi for the whole of last week...
it's really stupid...
i had mos burger at WM wif vinvin for dinner last evening...
but my parents saw us...
so?? they made a fuss out of everything...
i'm totally shag... i dunno wat to do...
frankly speaking, i dont even know if i loved vin...
until juz now when i had breakfast wif TPN,
i told him everything...
he asked whether i'ld choose vin or $50,000,
without thinking, i juz said he cant be bpught by $$$...
haha... i think i shocked him...
if i had a million dollars now, i'll run away....
still wondering if i hav to defer my modules...
then i can make more $$$, but will hav to talk to mr HoHoHo abt it...
argh... hope we can win d 2k tmr for the entrepreneur game...
anyway... i'm really tired now... juz had mcdonalds and i'm very full...
i'm
TirEDSHaGUpsEtcOnfUSedBusYsLeepY....argh... that's how shity life is... Thursday, August 11, 2005
ok... i'm in KM now... not on my desk though... i'm sitting on the desktop beside doing d stupid personal selling report... aw... life really sux... suppose to meet up wif vin today but he booking back camp at 6pm... sian... but itz ok though... i feel more independent without him wif mi... as in i dont need to rely on him... hmmm... 7 more days to go before my next stop- over... wonder if i will get to bpos... anyplace will do but not marketing research centre... u'll might as well kill mi... aw... itz really bored... they dont hav a dvd player here u see, coz jing brought this ang moh show which was quite interesting... i wanna watch it...
it's been a long time since i last went to d movies... i wanna watch...
Charlie and d chocolate factorywill vinvin bring mi out to watch it?? i doubt so... how sad right...
ok... not being childish... we need ENTERTAINMENT sometimes....
not sure if i can sneak out later... i wanna go home early coz i wanna see my dear calista... she's such a cutie... i juz miz her so much... ok... think itz time i continue wif my report....
ArGh... SigH... =(Wednesday, August 10, 2005
my block leave had ended... itz wed now... second last week of my second stopever... many things happened last week... the chalet, my 'new' job, the surprise on sunday... everything was so nice and sweet... until on sunday evening, she found the pic i took wif him... i dunno y but i think that it still isnt d right time for her to tell them everything yet... sometimes i really love vinvin, but sometimes i still hav many questions to ask him... i kmow that he's trye to mi, but i need to protect calista too... argh... forget it... anyway, d chalet was really a success... d chicky wings dat chenwei marinade, d barbeque, d food... everything was great.... not forgetting the red wine that made mi a lil high... really nice being wif u vin... thanks for everything that uve done for mi... i really had fun wif ya... =p
