my new tube top... izzit nice?? awww... met up wif alvin, oak and xiaoshi last night... dunno y i really got no mood for anything... even when jiang asked mi out for a drink on friday night, i didnt even felt like going... i juz wanna stay at home and be wif calista... hmmm... said some very hurting things to him when i reached home thru sms... i really dunnno wat i was doing... i only know that i hav really upset him... sometimes i loves him, but sometimes when i think of the things that he had done in d past, i juz cried... i dunno y... y should i always be the one who compromise?? maybe we arent even meant to be for each other... well... i'm juz gonna move on wif my life as usual... that might work out d best for the both of us... SMILE pepz...
