i'm really wasting my life... everything isnt going right... life is shitly boring... wondering whether i should go to work... but if i do , i wont hav time to spend wif her anymore... argh!!!
ke ai de doggg... these few days very shag... eight to six everyday... nxt week is gonna be even worse... got sheated today!!! i actually bought a shirt that i dont even like it at all... itz really ugly... i bought it juz bcoz i didnt wanna leave the shop empty handed.. .stupid right?? i'm always lydat... get influenced by people... hmm... maybe thatz y i'm special... haha... but supper was good, RIGHT?? haha... nightz everyone
sian... so sian... tep starts tmr... think i will be late for sch again... ARGH!!!!
been staying at home these few days... god, i'm going crazy soon... y izzit that everyone keeps asking mi out to play pool? everyone think i'm an expert on dat... i dont even really noe how to play, and i think dat playing pool is stupid... hit on d stupid balls... so stop asking mi to play these stupod balls wif u... okkok... i'm crazy, so dont be so surprised... i'm so tired yet i cant to sleep... i'm so sick of life but i'm still aliive... why why whyYyYyY?? haha... i'm so so so broke now... i barely hav a hundred bucks... how am i gonna survivr until d end of d mth?? i seriously think that "hei ren" is a hunk... my family watching something abt him... when can i afford a ZARA again?? STRESSED NIA...
jasmine scaned dis for mi... ya..i'm awake now... school's starting so itz time to end d dream... went to eat sakae wif zhanyu and my mom dis afternoon though i had d same thing d day b4 wif yee sahan and jas... haha... it was really cheap, right jasmine?? haha... but today's one was alot more ex... hmm... actually going to sing wif my sisters today, but we cancelled it in d end coz everyone cannot make it... and shan is going back to jb tmr... we wont see each other so often anymore when d tep begins, coz everyone is seperated... mine was d worst... coz i'm d only oone in class in festive... think itz gonna be so so bored... going out again tmr... yay! coz my friend wanted to get something for her mom... 4 more days to play... argh... sometimes i reaally hate to wake up early in d morn to go to sch... d train is so squeezy and everyone seems to be sleeping... ok, i'll stop here... later people say i grandmother... byeee..
juz changed my blogskin, coz d previous one was too pinky... my com is down wif virus, so i'm a little pissed off wif it... anw, i think i hate guys... they only want money from girls... even if dey didnt, all they care abt is money, money and money... thatz y i spent my last $200 juz now... and it made me felt sooooo good, even i bought rubbish... i think itz time to wake up from my dream, coz school's starting tmr... and i'm still not ready yet... we will be having TEP dis semester, which is some form of attatchment... itz gonnna be real boared coz d working hrs are looooong... and i wont hav time for her anymore... sometimes, i really dunno wat i want in life... i'm only living for her... if one day she leaces mi, i think i dont wanna live anymore... but then, god gave us a life... if we kill ourself, we're opposing him... and itz a sin... so we should respect god... live life to the fullest no matter how miserable life is... i'm broke and ugly now... nobody will ever likes mi... *sobz*
this is done by us on d beach... isnt it cool? orh, ok... everyone hates sch... so do i... coz my holidays are ending soon... god... my results sux... but still passed... the new semester will be tep, which means i gonna be in sch everyday from nine all d was to six... itz gonnna be realllllie bored... hmp... going to town again dis sun, coz i wont be working... afterwhich wold be a sch day again at 8am d next day... sometimes i'm really so sick of life... i seems to be as though i'm stuck in a deep deep hole... maybe love keeps us alive and continue wif our daily routine... hmmm... is there really love in d place we're staying now? is heaven a more lovely place? argh... i dunno.... going to fall asleep soon... drank alot these days, which i think is making mi really stupid... wat to do? argh... life juz sux... LIVE WITH IT... hah
A story tells that two friends were walking
through the desert. During some
point of the journey they had an argument, and
one friend slapped the other one in the face.
The one who got slapped was hurt,
but without saying anything, wrote in the sand:
TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.
They kept on walking until they found an oasis,
where they decided t o take a bath. The one who
had been slapped got stuck in the mire and
started drowning, but the friend saved him.
After he recovered from the near
drowning, he wrote on a stone:
TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE.
The friend who had slapped and
saved his best friend asked him,
"After I hurt you, you wrote in the
sand and now, you write on a stone,
why?" The other friend replied "When someone
hurts us we should write it down in sand where winds
of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone
does something good for us, we must engrave
it in stone where no wind can ever erase it."
LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND
AND TO CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE.
They say i t takes a minute to find a special person,
an hour to appreciate them,
a day to love them,
but then an entire life to forget them.
Send this phrase to the people you'll never
forget. It's a short message to let them
know that you'll never forget them.
Do not value the THINGS you have in your life..
But value WHO you have in your life!
