doggie sniff... hmmm... doing d ews report alone... juz uploades some com software things... finally can le... so happie =)... juz now play d msn game wif uncle... funny lah... den now den do my stuff... he so wierd... told mi he not human... but dont care abt him lah... he bluff mi de... haha... now talking to kailing, coz of d stupid tripod thing... went to take d bungee yest night... it was nice though i threw everything out when i reached home... now talking to samuel, coz he dunno muz do... argh... i going crazy soon le... tues going out wif my ex classamtes, coz so long didnt see dem... sian... nxt week exam... i still got alot of things havent do yet... think i'm going to sleep le... leave all d stupid things for tmr... haha... byez... night night....ZZzzzz.... 

hmmm... printing d report handout, so blogg here... sometimes i really wonder... y izzit that i can see d true colours of someone only after so long??? most of my friends are gd i would say, but some... they're really... i dunno use which word to describe... take bustard for example... there's a good and bad side of him... good side is dat he will help his friends, and dat he's a good friend... bad side is dat he dunno how to love himself and d people who loves him... he's also a hum ji... scared dis scared dat... only noe hoe to shio hoon kee everyday... shio beh sian eh meh?? den always chap pai kia, think very cool... aya... lame lah... but i've longed look at d bright side... blame it on my life... u once said that u like my silliness... i remembered everything u say... but hmmm... forget it... my silliness made mi become like dat now... but i still gotta do good... to show u dat i dont need u at all u noe?? i think a gay can even do much better than bustard... hiaz... maybe it should be like dat... i carry on wif my life and he carries on wif his... our fairytale relationship had long ended... *sobz* 

cocco latte... havent been dere yet... but it sounds pretty sexy... looks nice too!!! yah... i'm still awake at dis hr... poor poor mi... doing d speech outline now... hope dat everything goes smoothly tmr... still got a few friends still online... doing projects i think... jie still on unpaid leave, but i got no time to accompany her... sunday, k? i not working... promise... haha... k lah... gtg continue wif d projects... cocco latte... i'm waiting for u!!! *winkz* 

everyone is online even at dis time!!! all rushing for d 3 presentations on thurs... doing marketing now... luckily we finished economics early... stayed in sch till 7plus in d lab today... so sick!! was so tired that i slept on d train throughout d whole journey... hope dis week will pass quickly... after projects will be d exams... after dat can enjoy... but no mood to think of dat now... i'm now attatched to d PROJECTS... thus, i am not lonely... now i use so much of morever, however and all dis nonsense coz i wrote too much report these few days... even when i speak to friends it oso sounded so FORMAL... everyone is tired... chatting wif eugene now, coz he and sam got very angry wif feng... he suay lah... diskettes always spoil... but hope they wont fight though... =) fight over a project??? i will laugh my heads off... hahaha... 

so sian... chatting wif eugene abt lame things again... juz completed the marketing mix report... still got recommendations to do tmr... sian... these few days so tired... maybe i old liao... cant challenge wif stress anymore... went to 302 after work to hav supper wif sister... very tired, but still went to accompay her, coz she havent eat sincee morn... these few days she bad mood nia... think itz bcoz of her exams... going to sleep le lah... coz cant tahan anymore 

d projects really sux... they're really giving mi a big headache... the accounting test today was a disaster again... and i noe that i wont make it... sick! didnt even hav lunch today... rushed down to 1st level to meet evon straight after our lessons... we den discussed abt ews... haha... ews... i came up wif this; itz actually effective writing skills... coz it suz, so i call it eeews... =) ok... did econs after that, coz evon was so tired... mi too, but got no choice... econs presentation was brought forward to next thurs, but it dont seems to make any difference to us... did some research but a little while i felt sick... i felt like vomiting... so i decided to go home and comtribute my part tmr... on my way home, i decided to drop at causeway for a little shopping... bought something for wen, and oso a new za foundation and brusher, coz metro was having a sale... spent around 50 bux, but at least it makes mi feels better... =) thatz wat all gers are i suppose, isnt it? didnt even bathe and i fell asleep on d sofa... juz had my dinner and finished bathing... my mind is blank... i dont wanna do d projects!!! god, HELP MI!!! GET MI OUT OF THIS PLACE!!! 

today sux... went to orchard today after sch today to get my dress for d dinner and dance next week... went dere happily wif a friend, but later he recieved a fone call from her mom dat he need to feed his dog... hmmm... was queuing at coffee beanie, but decided to go back... went to daniel yam, but their gowns were too formal for my event i think... anyway, dropped at westmall station wif him... he pierced his ears at yellow... kept asking if he looked gay... well, went to his house to see his golden retriever, which is so naughty... went back to westmall after that and bought shoes from noda... bought a dress that cost 69 bux... but not that nice, coz i hurriedly tried on it and didnt realise dat d cutting was too big for mi... maybe will go down causeway's ebase, coz i like d designer... itz 8am class again... dunno how am i gonna drag myself out of bed... gonnnna be a real bz weeek... all d projects are giving mi a big headache!! to all who passes by; happy valentines day!!! 

juz got home... so sian... had alot of fun at sentosa wif my family today... itz been long since we all went out together... we had brunch at dragon gate restaurant den went to d beach... d sun was good, but i wasnt tanned... i was only RED... maybe will become a burnt bread tmr... saw alan on the train in d morn, he's going to ms ang's hse... den saw faisal at the delifrance... he's working dere... den we drank stella after swimming under d hot sun... played a game of billiard wif brother... after took a cabby which we booked home... was so angry, cozz there wernt many taxis going to d island... i called 2 company, they told mi they couldnt get mi one... until i called smrt's, they requested mi to giv 8bux extra... of coz i gotta agree, but we waited d cab for almost an hr... now i'm so tired... we juz ordered 2 pizzas for dinner, itz not here yet though... i'm so hungry... a cockroack juz flew past... itz so disugating... i saw an owl juz now... it looks like a gunnie pig to mi... hmmm... going to work tmr... yah, dats how boring my life is... monday is val's day... i think i will stay at home and cry... haha... =)  

this is d car mi and lao uncle crap abt dis morning... nice meh?? anyway, bought a blouse from veeko... dunno if itz spelt lydat... d one wif sammi on deir posters... yah... for my upcoming presentation... and a kids tee from giordano... for myself... haha... juz found out the bull is quite cute... ok... weihan juz called to ask mi ton at his house... all GUYS again... so i said no... No, and NO... haha... hope he arent pissed off wif mi... bought also a 25 yrs insurance from predential (not sure if itz spelt lydat... i got b3 for my english, now lagie jialat)... back to d story... from a guy of coz lah... he's nice, cute, chatty, rich... and last but not least, he's MARRIED... (i didnt say i liked him, did i)... oh well anyway, i bought it from him, coz dis is d third time he's asking mi since christmas, and i wanna start saving to buy a car... (not 25 yrs later lah, siao, by den i'll be an old woman holding a tong kat)... yah... save den hav $$ to buy d things i wan in future mah... i'll get the LV black leather wallet when i get my first premium next yr...going out tmr, coz i'm not working... will be celebrating dad's bday tmr... dunno to go orchard or to suntec.... hiaz... tmr will be my last holiday, coz will be working on sunday and my projects will be due by next wk... i will be so bz that i cant breathe again... argh... these few days gotta enjoy first... not too bad, coz my grp members are quite nice... i've met a new friend today... she's jasmine... same eng name as my sis, including her 'thinness' ... hah... going off to bed soon, coz i'm TIRED!!! valentines is 3 days away from now... i FEEL SO SAD! i work in a gift shop u see, so many guys will actually buy cute cute stuff and request mi to wrap in nice nice ways... then they buy boxes to put movie tickets, love letters, photographs... i saw their things and i wanted to cry when wraping up deir things... but no cry lah... den some guys damn "niao" one... giv $3.90 things to gf... if my bf lydat i will throw it at him... but no lah, kidding lah... i now got no bf... if got someone gimme $1.99 things i will still wont throw it on him de... haha... anyway... hav fun wif ur loved ones on val's day... if u dont hav any loved ones den be like mi sit down and slowly wait... haha... nighty night... 

new year is not as happening as it used to be anymore... i dunno y... dont feel the atmosphere... maybe we've all grown up... well, d red packets parts were good though... i'll start working tmr... going to vernice's 1st bday party... think itz gonna be happening wif teresa jie jie around... but i still dont know wat to buy for her yet... clothes would be quite bored, coz i always buy clothes for her... anyway, someone juz keep signing in and out of msn... very irritating... yah... and i'm quite sure that i'll spend dis valentines thiz yr... saw an 'alex' look alike, but it wasn't him i think... coz d way d guy i saw is juz too rough to be him... so sian... y arent things the same anymore?? in d past, i always ask myself when i'll get married, who would my husband would be, how many cards would i hav... but now, i dont think abt all these anymore... maybe i've really grown up... nto old though... =) guess that everyone is d same... all my friends hav changed... all are not as innocent as they used to be... now all my friends talk abt cars, bikes, money... we no longer spend time at coffee bean and laugh and crap like nobody's business... used to it already... life isnt nice at all... itz bored, really... one day, i might even consider migrating to somewhere else... coz there are too many chinas in spore!!! some really acts like... i dont wanna say... wat a disgrace to spore chinese gers... going to bathe le lah... will update soon... SMILE =) 

itz CNY eve today!! actually wanted to attend school today, but i overslept... anw, went to bugis yesterday... saw zhimin and ah lian friend "astro ger"... haha... bought a skirt and a few tops... oso a tee for my brother... d shopkeeper kept asking mi how old i was... didnt tell him coz i can tell that he's much younger than mi... den later he told mi he was 27... abit stunned... he oso funny sia... ask y i buy clothes for my brother nv buy for him... den we very crapy... hee... den he ask mi to be his sister so he can get clothes from mi for valentines day... haha... he think abit too much... =) FAT HOPE... lalala... i noe i very bad lah... but that only applies to guys i dont like... well well well... think gonna spend valentines wif my projects... or i might juz stay at home, coz it makes my blood boils when almost every ger on the mrt train is holding a bouquet... =) got many things to share, but i lazy to write... once again, happy new yr to all... new yr, new beginning... new life new boyfriend... haha juz kiddin'... mwauckz... 

still sick... it got even worse... hmmm... still havent do my tutorial for tmr lesson... sis helped to tidy up d room, coz i cant help much... all my limbs dont seems to be able to move... take care guys... happy new yr... 

haha... cute... i'm fell sick again... think is bcos of d cny goodies... i stilll havent see doctor yet... haha... soar throat... but nvm... as least i wont stuff so much food coz it really hurts... anyway, went to pierce my rea again, coz it's closed... and i oso want to show mel that itz not painful at all... haha... d 'piercer' oso quite gentle... he ask i still got wat piercing... abit nosy of him... but i juz told him... haha... he asked where i did them... at heerens, coz itz nicole's friend, got discount... bought alot of things today... juz got home... bought shoes, clothes, toys... haha... "TOYS"... dont think dirty... i dont need em' haha... yah... many things... going to work tmr.. den can earn alot of $$... when i'm rich i hav many friends... when i'm broke most of them juz left mi... nvm... at least i know who my real friends are... tired... going to sleep... nightz... 

juz got home not long ago... went out to BRETHE... yes... i feel as if i'm gonna be suffocated to death... hmmm... y these few days so many people wanna borrow calculator from mi?? wierd, but nvm... guess that i'll spend valentines' day alone this yr again... but nvm... i'm still young... hee =) *yawnz* i'm tired... but still dont feel like sleeping... maybe i drank to much tiger juz now, which made mi so awake... hmmm... sometimes i wonder... who my laogong will be... not despo... juz dat i'm curious =) i'm not young anymore... i wan a bf... where areeeeeeeee youuuuuu??? if i still remain single, i think i will like gers instead... hah... den it'll be so turn off... but not a bad idea though... i miz nicole.... nicole nicole nicoleeee.... ure so far far far far far away from miii.. rem' to get mi a wedding ring when u return... remember?? haha...