some people juz live to gossip...they think that it may be fun... but i simply find them losers...
this ger here is a bitch...gossip abt mi??u be mean to mi???i'll make u return mi in double...
http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=2645154
this is her friendster account...she told my friends how i dress to sch and how often i smoke....wtf??? itz none of ur business...even i dont wear anything to sch... itz none of ur furking business...
u told my friends that i chap pai kia...i dunno where the hell u heard that all from...better stop ur nonsense....if u dont...i will really show u wat "LIAN" is...
hmmm... i'm sick... having fever... think i've really tire myself... cried juz now, coz calista was missing, my whole family was missing... i really felt so lost... i went home early from work today coz i wasnt feeling good... then i juz cried, coz i thought something happened to my calista... because b4 i left from my workplace. there was 8 private missed calls on my fone... anyway, luckily nothing happened... then i dunno who to call so i juz called uncle... when i hear his voice i stopped crying already, coz he call mi aunty... den he trying some clothes on oso... hmmm... at least he made mi laugh... den went to basketball court... go 7-11 walk... den saw my police officer... we then chatted for a while, until zhan called again... then i begun to worry again.... but at around 10+ my dad replied my sms, saying that they were at johor shopping... nv felt more relief b4... today alot of things happpened... but lazy to write... and someone had betrayed mi... someone who was once my best friend... how could she?? but nvm... i hav experienced even more hurtful thingsss..... nightz
hmmm... project week... but my grp is almost done... supposed to go down to sp to meet my friend, but was too tired, wasnt in d mood to shop either, so gave it a miss... he muz be very disappointed though... anyway, zhanyu found out everything.. she called at 2am this morn and told mi everything... i felt so touched as i thought she would scold mi or gimme a lecture or something, but no... she juz cried wif mi... thanks... really didnt know how i pass thru those days... those were the worst days of my entire life... and i seems to hav no friend... only teresa jie jie and uncle... the worst hav come to an end... thatz wat i think, coz life is back to normal now... being bz is a form of happiness for mi i think... thatz y i only concentrate on my work and studies now only... surprising huh?? everyone will learn to be more mature after making mistakes.... so do i...monce bitten twice shy... i dont wan the history to repeat... =)
went to orchard ytd wif friend... he got more handsome recently... so abit akward lah... anyway, we shared a cup of ice blended mocha from coffee bean... den he so funny lah... ask whether itz alright to share d same straw... haha... he used le den ask... well... anyway, we went to cineleisure and saw huiting working at more than words... but i didnt say hi, coz abit wierd... later she get d wrong idea... then walk lor... outside cineleisure got vaness's pepsi poster... co cute.. den went to hmv... dunno walk for wat leh... juz keeep walking, den i yacked along d way... he ask y nowdays i got so quiet... den i juz smiled lor.. i dunno oso... hmm... quite a nice day though... thanks alot! then today... got back stats paper... passed... den alright lah... if not i will start jumping around le... tmr still got poa and excel test... kinda bored, coz i didnt study for it yet... hope will see samuel agaiin on my way to sch tmr morn, if not taking d train alone can be very sian... coz samuel wll tell mi his so called stories... haha... oh yah... and lame lame things... secret huh... hope i will hav a nice day tmr... going out... so... yah... thatz all...
school still sux as usual...
coz today i recieved my 1st warning letter from school...
she's really an old han man, or an old cow...
y gers absent or late will kenna warning letter,
den d guys in my class dunno late for how many times oso nothing happen...
siao eh...
old cow eat fresh grass...
thought these few days are getting better, but it juz got worse...
slept quite late these few days... do online stuff and tutorials,
coz fri sat and sun usually working, so i dont really hav enough time to spend...
but nvm though... i'll not be working this sun, which means that i can go to town again...
the last time i went was the time i bought the fox shorts...
think it waz last week bahz...
hmm... today u ask y i look so fierce...
actually no lah, nv angry or wat, juz feel depressed abt the warning letter...
anyway, this friday is mel's bday...
really dunno wat to get for her...
maybe if tmr got go down j8 see can get wat bahz...
maybe dcp, the slurping ape again... haha...
today is nice and peaceful... sleepy though, coz i slept at 2+ last night... quite pissed off actually coz i went thru the whole chapter and when i logged on to cms, it was down... forget it... anyway itz better to keep everything simple... all i hope for now is quickly finish poly and go to the place i always had wanted to go, do the things i always wanted, and get married... annie told mi that her husband and her went out for only 3mths and then they went to rom... not a bad idea though... anyway, not in a hurry for that... a bf is a want, itz not a need... i want to hav a bf, but i dun need one... wat for?? i dont even hav enough time for myself... Y LIKE THAT??? hee... dont ask for anything much... juz wanna keep life good and simple... who knows wat will happen to mi tmr, so i gotta treasure and love everyone... these few days getting better le, so dont worry... as for him... i got no space to even think abt it... coz he's simply a jerk
Chinie is a typical college girl who enjoys life
to
the fullest. She loves her boyfriend so much
and
texts him every now and then.
JM is Chinie's boyfriend who works in a call
center
in Ortigas. He's always busy doing so many
things. He only manages to reply to Chinie's
texts
when he got off from work.
One time JM receives a message from Chinie:
"hi baby! how r u? miss u! call me when u come
home k?! tc! lovu!"
JM ignored the message because he always
received the same message whenever it is time
for
him to go home from work.
"baby,i miss u already! did u eat yet?! take
care when u go home! ill be w8ing 4 ur call.
lovu!"
"baby,where r u?! u're not replying to my msg.
well,ill b here w8ing for ur call! lovu!"
JM reaches home and lay on his bed. The last
time he knew is tha he's reading Chinie's text.
He was so tired he fall asleep and wasn't able
to return Chinie's call. He can still hear his phone
beeps but he's too tired to take a glimpse on
the message.
When he woke up the next day, he remember
that
he needs to call Chinie. He ignored the
messages
and dialed Chinie's #. No one's answering in
her
house. He called up her cellphone and he was
surprised that her father answered the call. In
his
voice you can feel his tears and hear his heart
tearing apart.
"JM,why'd u call just now? Chinie's been waiting
for u!"
"Dad sorry.i was tired so i fell asleep.
i called at home but noone answered.wher are
u
now?."
"just wait for us at home"
JM went to Chinie's house and much to his
surprised he saw a lot of people inside. The
house
were so lighted but you can see the gloom on
every person you'll meet there. He was greeted
by
Chinie's mom on tears. She hug him tight
and cried on his shoulders.
"Chinie was waiting for u. she didnt go out with
us coz she was waiting for ur call. she was
killed las night by some robbers who came in
here. she's gone JM, she's gone"
"Ma,Chinie texted me last night..how could that
have happened?!"
JM can't look who's inside the coffin. He can't
move and it feels like his whole body is stucked
on the chair his seating. He wanted to cry but it
seems that something is blocking his tears to
fall down. He turn to his phone and read the
messages of Chinie.
"baby, ill be w8ing for u to call. i wont go out
with dad anymore!"
"baby, im scared. i think theres som1
downstairs. pls call me already!"
"baby, theyre here. wut f they kill me.
pls call me. baby where r u? i need you
here now. please baby i can hear them come..."
"baby.... i love you!..."
He wanted to shout and cry so loud. It's true
that
Chinie is waiting for his call. Up to her last
breath
she only thinks about him.
He stare at Chinie inside the coffin. Suddenly
tears starts flowing down his cheeks. He can't
say
anything. The only words he uttered...
"My baby,i'm so sorry! I could have known, i
could
have fight for you! i'm really sorry! I love you
so
much!"
