juz got back home from work actually... pretty tired, coz i'ld be working for like almose the whole week... went to cck central to see doctor yest afternoon, den went to lot one... something stupid happened... i lazy to say lah...which men can nv be a pevert?? not insulting guys lah, but i really feel so sick yesterday... today even worse... saw colin for the firse time... it was boss de nephew... i wanna smack his face nia... looks like bear bear... den so fierce somemore... all say he nice and cute but i think he's so fake... anyway, worked wif wendy today and it simply sux... she's a bitch... (i'm no 1, she's no 2)... haha... like froze said, i'm black angel mah.. haha... i need a massage so much... now, all my friends all like suddenly grown up le... saw vernice and theresa yest... they now look so different... and anisa [dunno how to spell ur name lah, i only noe u called ah lian], clare... all like become da jie jie le... den wei lun so handsome le... but still so quiet like last time... hmmm... now i hav a dear, but this dear doesnt love mi, neither do i love him... juz that i likes his accompany, and he finds mi sexy... hope ure not lying huh... haha... but there's someone else in my heart... and he's d one i think of every min, every second... so what if i noes ure the one?? wat do i get?? yah... my heart's being stabbed... i'm complicated, lame, full of nonsense, ugly, a difficult person?? maybe thatz wat guys will think i'm, but deep in mi... i suits none of them... though i'm so unhappy and disatisified wif life, nv am i gonna kill myself again... =) nightz
