so tired nia today... sometimes i wonder whether am i d only one around who is so tired of living? i noe i shouldnt be saying this, coz i'm only 18... but sometimes i feel so sick... really... i cant carry on anymore... actually i tried killing myself b4, but it didnt work... now that even if i wanna kill myself, i dont hav the courage to do so... if i die, i can see whether the people i love would cry for mi... but if i really dies, i will be so lonely... y am i saying all these.. haha... i dunno oso lah... juz now saw augustine and her sister wif a baby... she told mi d baby 4mths old only nia... so small... but very cute lah... today bought things for calista... spent around $50 plus... nvm lah... coz getting my pay 10 days later... juz dat my bill havent come only... i need to sleep; really... please come back again tmr! cheese =)
